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A life of doubt...

Tue Aug 4, 2009, 4:17 PM
Yay!!! finally I made my decision. I had no idea weather people would find me creative, or like just another artist of the bunch. I remained silent, quietly waiting for the right time; the time where I would make myself known through the internet! (Really exagerated right?).

I finally put my first and most beautiful drawing on the web. I was nearbous I must admit, especially because I was no more than afraid pople would criticize my work as a really crappy one, and sincerily, I was crying over the thought. As I scrolled through my favorite artists of the characters I love, I realized that they too had admitted that their drawings were not as good either. Not only them but others in several art places like here at deviant and furaffinity. I fell deep in though. I had no I idea what it was that made me reflex. Was it seeing that other people had submitted art that may not have been as beautiful as their neighbors', or was it that the simple words such as "not as good" or "bad" spoken directly from the authors gave me courage to submit my artwork. "It can't be that bad," I said to myself, "if someone doesn't like my art, it's not like their mere comments are going to lower my self-esteem."

I grabbed my scanner and scanned my floatzel. This was going to be my pass of entrance to the artists' world. I could feel the adrenaline; the sheer excitement flowing through my veins as uploaded the picture. Finally after all the process I quickly went back to the front page, and there it was: something of my creation. It seemed as if all the other drawings were not as beautiful as mine. I could only see my picture in all its glory, finally open for everyone to see. As I sat down in my carpet and laid on it a sudden urge for drawing came to me, so I started drawing a picture, then more and more. They were all delighting (despite all of them being yoshis), and I couldn't wait to upload them too. However things went wrong. My copy machine was already packed in the box, ready for a 6 hour trip to my school. I didn't want to take it out though. Instead I decided to continue drawing more, so that every picture that I drew would be uploaded alltogether.

Now my art will be uploaded hopefully between the 23rd and 30th of august, and hopefully I can start drawing better hands XD. With all my gratitude, I wish I could thank YoshiMan1118 in person for giving me the creative ideas and every other person who can draw awesomely for giving me the style, but that would be an aweful lot of people, so here I say: THANK-YOU!!!

  • Listening to: Family Tradition-Senses Fail
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn-Twilight Saga
  • Watching: Family Guy-Cartoon Network
  • Playing: Fable 2-XBOX 360
  • Eating: Sushi
  • Drinking: Sprite

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Verde Valley School
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
  • Print preference: HP
  • Interests: Guitar and Drawing
  • Favourite movie: Babel
  • Favourite band or musician: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Theresa Baxter (an ex-student of my school :D)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Alfonso Reyes
  • Favourite photographer: My friend Carlie
  • Favourite style of art: Cartoons
  • Operating System: Macbook
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod Touch
  • Shell of choice: Black
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything that has to do with comical stuff or pokemon.
  • Skin of choice: Is this racist? 0_o
  • Favourite game: Left 4 Dead
  • Favourite gaming platform: None, i don't play often.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cynder
  • Personal Quote: "Passion now, duties later"
  • Tools of the Trade: umm... my hands?

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Comments


:iconheartless-malady:
Thanks for the fav~ ^^

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:iconangelroe:
pretty sketch! :D

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:iconcoriserai:
Thank you for the fav!

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Yes.
:iconangelroe:
thumbs up! keep it up :D

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:iconsexypuerto:
Much thanks for the fave!

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:iconangelroe:
many ok's to you (maybe just one at least)

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:iconprojekt-noobish:
Thanks for the fav.

^^

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:iconangelroe:
awesome drawing dude! np. ^_^

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believe in reverse psycology... DO NOT BELIEVE IT!!!

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:iconprojekt-noobish:
Thanks...

I just wish I had a scanner with me...

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:music: What is love? Baby don't hurt me~ No more~ :music:
:iconomgitshaylay:
wassup?? lol. i promise i wont skip out on my promise lol. how have you been? found a specific talent yet n_n

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